Will it be yes or will it be sorry ?

God, please !. Flirting must be fun if it's without being watched by everyone who intervenes my business. I have decided someone i want, but just like i wrote that flirting someone is one of extreme thing i have to do beside drinking using a glass that has ever been touched by somebody's lips LOL ! If you think i was happy in that condition, you're all wrong at all ! Come on guys, i am not that good. I also try not to put myself in that condition. I am so thankful if somebody likes me but i will be so happier if it's someone i like. So far, someone i tried to get close has shown a good responds actually, but it won't be easy because i wasn't able to know what's on her mind. What if i speak to her using my mind and wander whether it will be yes or it will be SORRY ?





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what i have concluded

I've been through so many problems so far and i couldn't stay like this when everybody uses their time to improve their skills, i just sit in front of my laptop and search what my facebook friends post hoping that there's nothing to worry about. Eventhough i just wasted my time doing suck thing like that, i have concluded what people around me bother with. Some of them wanted to see me flirting a girl. Hey it's not a bad thing i think.  At least it was what i have concluded so far. Eventhough i have known what the problem is, i feel like it was a hard demand, because i have never been in that condition before. Actually i have ever had a girlfriend when i was in SHS, but the condition was too much different. Then i realized that i suck at flirting a girl LOL. Oke that's the point, flirting is an extreme thing if you weren't close enough to her. So i just try my best and let God do the rest B). Wish me have a good fortune.

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The disturbing thing 2

Oke, i remembered that that day was two weeks before 4 december 2013. It's supposed to be the day i could be relaxed or continue my life as an ordinary person. The disturbing thing that lived in me has been solved because of medicine i took and disturbing people around me stopped making a disturbing drama. Yaa, I thought i could handle this. Just imagine ! how come people read my mind, messed up all of my business but still  blamed everything on me. Lol, It must be just in my mind or we can say that it's all only my imagination. But. after experiencing and analyzing some accident, i concluded that it's totally real ! it's not only in my imagination ! Trust me ! Everything i felt was real ! i was tricked by drama that was made by people around me ! I was asked to take medicine to think that i was someone with mental disorder ! What can i do now ? I feel so powerless ! Too powerless even to continue this story !






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